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I'm not dead...yet

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 4:35 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Ignorance - Paramore
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince again
  • Watching: Deadliest Catch
  • Eating: nothing...I can't eat
  • Drinking: nothing...I can't drink
I'm not dead, but I feel like I'm dying.

These last few days have been hell. I'm stuck in my house mulling things over in my head but i still can't sleep with this on my mind.

But I just preordered the deluxe version of Paramore's Brand New Eyes album. Only 15,000 in the world. Go me.

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:iconmanji-luo:
:c i'm sorry to hear that *hugs you tightly* i hope things get better for ya soon =/

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:iconmidori-hayashi:
Thanks Manj. -hugs back-
How're you doing?

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:iconmanji-luo:
pretty good =3 have things really been that crummy for ya?

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:iconmidori-hayashi:
Sort of. You know how us teenagers are dramatic. -rolls eyes- I had a huge fight with my best friend and even though I forgive her, things can never go back to normal. I stayed shut up in my house for several days and didn't eat/drink and ignored her calls/texts. She hurt me deep.

Other than that, I guess things have been ok. Stuck at home most of the time since friends go off and do other things. It's ok.

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:iconchurrlo:
Sorry to hear things are rough ; ; Rest assured, it'll get better. I've been thinking too much too lately D: I'm like... I seriously need to turn my brain off DX

As for the CD, epic win on that! I kinda want it but... with moving out and what not idk if I can afford it ; ; Does it cost much? D: Maybe I should try to get it.

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:iconmanji-luo:
:c that doesn't really sound 'ok' to me. you should talk to your friend a little more...not all the time, but at least a little more than the usual ignorance of her =/

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:iconmidori-hayashi:
lol, it's so ironic that my new favorite song is called Ignorance and it sort of describes my situation. D=

I talked to her a bit, but she doesn't understand the full extent of what she did. She also is kind of immature, so when she's apologizing she starts cussing again and blaming me for things so it was not really a good apology.

We live very close and we share many of the same friends so it's not like I can avoid her but I'm going to avoid being alone with her. Otherwise I'll put on a happy face for the sake of our other friends.

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I enjoy making art, but that's doesn't mean I have to be good at it.
:iconmidori-hayashi:
You like Paramore? -le gasp-
Awesomeness. It cost $47 with shipping but it comes with an assload of special things like a DVD and a poster a journal by Hayley and all this crap. Just go to their website to see it. :heart:

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:iconmanji-luo:
sadly, sometimes that sorta thing is all you can do =/

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